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To what end?
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
[9:23 PM]
You know what the most terrible feeling in the world is? Feeling that life is a drag.
I feel like I'm doing so many things, but all these things have become a chore to me. What gives? I've lost the meaning and now I'm becoming upset with how I'm living my life.
Yet I know I'm throwing myself out there and stretching as much as possible so that I'll eventually be forced to rely upon the Grace of my dear Holy Spirit to get things done.
So here's the quick breakdown of what I'm tied up with lately:
Teen's Xcite TGIF Service
Teen's Cell
Teen's Cell Party
GKidz Worship Leading
Gkidz Platform Teaching
Summex, XST'12
G Duty
Catching up with friends
I just don't have time to do the things I love doing most. Singing, chilling with my Open Cell and GKidz Levites...
I can't even maintain a proper relationship with the Holy Spirit. I can forget about being committed to any person as I am right now. I'll end up doing someone a disservice in some way or another.
Writing really helps though. Holy Spirit, I admit that I cannot get through this period without You. Please walk beside me and grant me the patience to love the people I find hard to love, the wisdom to answer those who question me, the resilience to bounce back from setbacks and the power to go beyond what's possible in the natural realm. I ask this in the name of my dear Lord Jesus. Amen.
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To what end?
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
[9:23 PM]
You know what the most terrible feeling in the world is? Feeling that life is a drag.
I feel like I'm doing so many things, but all these things have become a chore to me. What gives? I've lost the meaning and now I'm becoming upset with how I'm living my life.
Yet I know I'm throwing myself out there and stretching as much as possible so that I'll eventually be forced to rely upon the Grace of my dear Holy Spirit to get things done.
So here's the quick breakdown of what I'm tied up with lately:
Teen's Xcite TGIF Service
Teen's Cell
Teen's Cell Party
GKidz Worship Leading
Gkidz Platform Teaching
Summex, XST'12
G Duty
Catching up with friends
I just don't have time to do the things I love doing most. Singing, chilling with my Open Cell and GKidz Levites...
I can't even maintain a proper relationship with the Holy Spirit. I can forget about being committed to any person as I am right now. I'll end up doing someone a disservice in some way or another.
Writing really helps though. Holy Spirit, I admit that I cannot get through this period without You. Please walk beside me and grant me the patience to love the people I find hard to love, the wisdom to answer those who question me, the resilience to bounce back from setbacks and the power to go beyond what's possible in the natural realm. I ask this in the name of my dear Lord Jesus. Amen.
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